Your name is so lovely,
but you are not so classy,
for all I know you're not that sassy.

You enjoy life like there's no tomorrow,
and that's what I like about you,
you never let people see your sorrow.

If you feel sad about something,
don't ever hesitate on calling
because you know that I'm always here,
to not cheer you up is my biggest fear.

You may not see me everyday,
specially during rainy days,
but once you need me,
you know where to reach me,
my phone will ring,
and one more thing.,
if you need a crying shoulder
.
.
.
.
.
I'm offering you the best,
just promise me you'll let me do the rest,
and I assure you that it will be the last of your test. =)

I miss you,
yes I do,
I miss you like a missing piece in my life,
like there's no rhyme in anything I write.

I miss you so badly that I can't smile,
like there's no life in my face when I say "Hi!".

I miss you so much
that I can't do anything,
I had a bunch of chores i have to do,
but instead I'm thinking of you.

I miss you like crazy,
one more day without you
and I'll forever be lazy.

I miss you right now,
So please look at me and smile
cause' all I need right now is your sweet
charming reply
and I promise that
I'll be alriht.

Life is all about to do and not to do.

Why should I live a life

full of to do list.

I hate this.

Awhile ago,

I went to eastwood, libis.

What a hot day!

Sweat run all over me.

ewwww .... !

I talked to some friends I

knew before,

what I call my bar - mates..

hahahaha -

they were all so jolly.

Damn! just wished I were like them.

Easy going - I think they never experienced

anything I've been through.

I wish I could do all things I want in life.

I wish I graduated as an Accountant.

I wanted to work in a bank someday,

but what the heck,

I never knew life was f**king hard.

生活就是这样做和不该做。
我为什么要过的生活
充满做名单。
我恨这个。

前一段时间，
我去了伊斯特伍德，利比什。
什么是炎热的一天！
汗水碾过我的一切。
ewwww .... ！

我跟一些朋友我
知道之前，
我称之为我的酒吧 - 队友..
哈哈哈哈 -
他们都这么快活。
哎呀！只是希望我喜欢他们的。
随和 - 我想他们没有经历过
什么是我经历过。

我希望我能够在生活的所有事情，我想要的。
我想我作为一个会计师毕业。
我想有一天在一家银行工作，
但怎么会，
我从来不知道生活是f **国王努力。

A night full of sadness,

the air was fucking thick,

It was hard to breath thinking of you.

What the hell did you do to me?

I'm thinking of you everyday.

*No one can find me....

where am I?

I was drinking my night of loneliness.

That day......

I want to cry,

I want to burst all my emotions into a small ball

that I can throw - into a bottle of beer that

I can break.

I felt dying

I felt how it was being alone

I was alone,

Even if my friends are there to accompany me.

I want to be alone....*

As I walk, not noticing to heck

where am i?

I find myself unconscious.

I don't know what I'm doing.

I don't know know what I want to do.

I'm feeling down -

like the crimson dawn has fallen

at my back.

It hurts, it hurts a lot.....

*Knocking myself out...

I want to know what it feels...

What it feels to be dead.

I want to be dead right now..

PLEASE SOMEONE KILL ME!

...........

...........

...........

It feels awkward.

Why am I feeling this way,

who caused this?

damn!*

Wondering my next move,

I saw a store.

I went in,

I look around,

I saw it,

I bought it,

I went out and start.

After sometime,

I'm feeling dizzy,

enduring everything I'm doing to myself.

It actually hurts but with the

spirit of the alcohol -

I ain't feeling anything.

*I don't want to feel this way...

I don't even want you in my life...

I don't need someone who'll hurt me...

please stop.....

please stop.....

please stop....

I don't want this....

I don't need you...

stop.........*

一个夜晚充满悲伤，
他妈的厚的空气，
这是难以呼吸你的想法。
你到底是什么做的吗？
我每天都想着你。

*没有人能找到我....
我在哪里？
我喝我的寂寞的夜晚。
那一天......
我想哭，
我想冲进一个小球我所有的情绪
我能投入到一瓶啤酒 - 这
我可以打破。
我觉得死亡
我觉得它是怎么独处
我独自一人，
即使我的朋友在那里陪我。
我想一个人....*

正如我走，不注意向赫克
我在哪里？
我发现自己无意识的。
我不知道我在做什么。
我不知道，知道我想做的事情。
我感觉下来 -
像绯红的黎明已经下降
在我的背上。
它伤害，它伤害了很多.....

*我自己敲出来...
我想知道是什么感觉...
什么感觉是死了。
我想现在死了..
请某人杀了我！
...........
...........
...........
感觉很尴尬。
为什么我感觉这种方式，
谁造成的呢？
该死的！*

想知道我的下一步行动，
我看到了一个商店。
我走了进去，
我环顾四周，
我看见了，
我买了它，
我出去的开始。
一段时间后，
我感觉头晕，
持久的一切我做我自己。
它实际上是伤害，但与
精神的酒精 -
我并没有感觉到什么。

*我不希望这种感觉...
我什至不希望你在我的生活...
我不需要别人谁就会伤害了我...
请停止.....
请停止.....
请停止....
我不想要这个....
我不需要你...
停止.........*

I was on bed when my phone rang.

Someones calling,

Who?

A number?

What?

"hello! who's this?" I said.

"a friend" the caller said.

Hearing her voice made me

very comfortable.

I think I knew who she was -

A friend she says?

Maybe she was a friend of mine long ago

before we moved to malolos.

*.......................................

Ring........

Ring........

Ring........

Hello?

Is Len home?*

Upon hearing her voice,

I remember something -

I called someone named len.

My schoolmate,

My friend,

And a beer mate or whatever you call it.

Yeah now,

"is this Len from scholastica?" I asked.

"OMG!! how'd you know?" she said.

"O well, I can still remember your voice".

I was wondering why she called me

after not hearing from her for like 5 years.

"Len, why'd you call?" I asked again.

"I missed you alot, how are you now?"

We chatted for 3hours or so.

We never had a dull moment -

its like she was beside me - talking to me.

Oh wow,

How long had it been.

How long have I been away.

I missed her and she misses me.

My friend never forgot about me,

how cruel am I to forget about her.

She was still beautiful like before.

Her face never grew up,

still like the highschool days.

*"Hey justine, help me finish this

stuffs please?"

"Sure Len, anything for you."

"Oh don't be like that,

I might get used to it."*

Bringing back the days when I first

met len, tickled my heart with happiness

and joy.

Oh wow, I missed her alot. =)

我在床上时，我的电话响了。
某人的电话，
谁？
一个数字？
什么？
“你好！谁的呢？”我说。
“朋友”对方说。

听到她的声音让我
很舒服。
我想我知道她是谁 -
一个朋友，她说？
也许她是我的一个朋友不久前
在我们搬到马洛洛斯。

*.......................................
环........
环........
环........
喂？
是莱恩的家？*

当听到她的声音，
我记住的东西 -
一个叫某人名为莱恩。
我的同学，
我的朋友，
而一个啤酒伴侣，或是你调用它。

是的现在，
“这是从scholastica莱恩？”我问。
“03！你是怎么知道的？”她说。
“啊，好，我还记得你的声音”。

我想知道她为什么给我打电话
从她的后听不到像5年。

“莱恩，为什么你电话吗？”我又问。
“我想死你了，你怎么啦？”

我们聊了3小时左右。
我们从来没有一个沉闷的时刻 -
它喜欢她在我身边 - 跟我说话。
哇，
它有多久了。
我已经有多久了。

我错过了她，她想念我。
我的朋友从来没有忘记我，
我多么残忍忘记她。
她仍然像以前一样美丽。
她的脸从来没有长大，
还是喜欢七八天。

*“嘿海宁，帮助我完成这个
东西吗？“
“当然莱昂，因为你任何东西。”
“哦，不要那样，
我可能已经习惯了。“*

带回的日子，当我第一次
会见莱恩，搔痒与幸福我的心
和喜悦。
哇，我错过了她。 =）

Yesterday was really unexpected.

The rain ate everything we planned -

a Boys Night out.

We were supposed to be in a bar

last night but with the rain falling

Its impossible to have a really fun evening.

I played on the computer for 10 hours,

playing Dota and FaceBook.

Damn, that was a boring day.

Keep checking on my facebook.

keep checking on my gmail.

keep checking on my yahoomail.

Click...type....

Click...type....

Click...type....

Nothing....

Oh damn,

Sorry for Sharing my most boring day ever!

LoL..

昨天是真的出乎意料。
雨吃什么，我们计划 -
一个男孩夜出。
我们应该在一个酒吧
昨晚但随雨水下降
它不可能有一个非常有趣的夜晚。

我打了10个小时的电脑，
玩同田和Facebook。
哎呀，这是一个无聊的日子。

继续我的facebook检查。
继续检查在我的Gmail。
继续检查我的yahoomail。
按类型.... ...
按类型.... ...
按类型.... ...
没有什么....

哦，该死的，
对不起，分享我最无聊的一天永远！
大声笑..

Today, is really something.

I find myself imagining things.

Why do you even have to do that kristal?

cutting yourself with a knife?

I'm impressed on how you really love lee

but the point is,

you could have died by doing that.

You had me worried this whole day machi.

A friend once told me:

"never ever give your 100% in loving someone -

cause you'll hurt badly if you gave it all."

I've experienced it before,

thats why I don't want you to feel the same pain

I went through.

But right now,

all I can say is I'm happy that your alright

and don't you dare do it again

cause you're making me worried

sick thinking of you.

今天，是真正的东西。
我发现自己想像的事情。
你为什么这样做，甚至克里什塔尔？
用刀子割自己？

如何让我印象深刻真的爱你李
但问题是，
你可能会死于这样做。
你有我担心这个整天町。

一位朋友曾经告诉我：
“从来没有过让你爱的人在100％ -
造成严重伤害你，如果你给了这一切。“
我已经经历过，
那为什么我不想让你觉得同样痛苦
我经历了。

但现在，
所有我能说的是我很高兴，你好吗
和你们不敢再做
因为你让我担心
生病想着你。