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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

A night full of sadness,
the air was fucking thick,
It was hard to breath thinking of you.
What the hell did you do to me?
I'm thinking of you everyday.

*No one can find me....
where am I?
I was drinking my night of loneliness.
That day......
I want to cry,
I want to burst all my emotions into a small ball
that I can throw - into a bottle of beer that
I can break.
I felt dying
I felt how it was being alone
I was alone,
Even if my friends are there to accompany me.
I want to be alone....*

As I walk, not noticing to heck
where am i?
I find myself unconscious.
I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't know know what I want to do.
I'm feeling down -
like the crimson dawn has fallen
at my back.
It hurts, it hurts a lot.....

*Knocking myself out...
I want to know what it feels...
What it feels to be dead.
I want to be dead right now..
PLEASE SOMEONE KILL ME!
...........
...........
...........
It feels awkward.
Why am I feeling this way,
who caused this?
damn!*

Wondering my next move,
I saw a store.
I went in,
I look around,
I saw it,
I bought it,
I went out and start.
After sometime,
I'm feeling dizzy,
enduring everything I'm doing to myself.
It actually hurts but with the
spirit of the alcohol -
I ain't feeling anything.

*I don't want to feel this way...
I don't even want you in my life...
I don't need someone who'll hurt me...
please stop.....
please stop.....
please stop....
I don't want this....
I don't need you...
stop.........*





一个夜晚充满悲伤,
他妈的厚的空气,
这是难以呼吸你的想法。
你到底是什么做的吗?
我每天都想着你。

*没有人能找到我....
我在哪里?
我喝我的寂寞的夜晚。
那一天......
我想哭,
我想冲进一个小球我所有的情绪
我能投入到一瓶啤酒 - 这
我可以打破。
我觉得死亡
我觉得它是怎么独处
我独自一人,
即使我的朋友在那里陪我。
我想一个人....*

正如我走,不注意向赫克
我在哪里?
我发现自己无意识的。
我不知道我在做什么。
我不知道,知道我想做的事情。
我感觉下来 -
像绯红的黎明已经下降
在我的背上。
它伤害,它伤害了很多.....

*我自己敲出来...
我想知道是什么感觉...
什么感觉是死了。
我想现在死了..
请某人杀了我!
...........
...........
...........
感觉很尴尬。
为什么我感觉这种方式,
谁造成的呢?
该死的!*

想知道我的下一步行动,
我看到了一个商店。
我走了进去,
我环顾四周,
我看见了,
我买了它,
我出去的开始。
一段时间后,
我感觉头晕,
持久的一切我做我自己。
它实际上是伤害,但与
精神的酒精 -
我并没有感觉到什么。

*我不希望这种感觉...
我什至不希望你在我的生活...
我不需要别人谁就会伤害了我...
请停止.....
请停止.....
请停止....
我不想要这个....
我不需要你...
停止.........*

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